Things have changed....
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i have stabled.
maybe someday, i would asks myself, what were i thinking. get the idea right? hehe
there was things that really puzzle me, when i was able to follow it, but i don't know which and what. weird, do i memorizing only by hearing, or i did memorized it. hmn.
recently, but again, i chatted with a friend, there are some few things, but i were amazed by their thought about me, well i did realized this before, but i don't really take it seriously. hmn.
on of the comment, you are(were) smart, what happens? girls? haha -.-"
you been to ump, taking engineering course, hmn i don't know that is big and brilliant, hmn.
to be honest, even i don't know for sure how smart i was haha -.-"
but sometimes, people are envious over little things you have, so never underestimated the little things you have.
but then, i don't know, what made me changed over this 5 years...
i what to make the idea that my friend had over into reality... i hope i can do something about it...
we were young, we thought a lot about the future and hopes for better tomorrow,
now we are old, we seem alot, but the yesterday hope seem to have gone along it...
can there be a better tomorrow for us?
little did he know... it happens
i wonder if i were there...
hmn nah maybe, there isn't anything i can do.
but i pray for things to be better :)
i hope i won't leave anyone again ^_^
yup i meant anyone,
you can't be so sure, what you are to them :)
so treat anyone equally, ok.
i'm sorry for being insensitive...
yup, the heart still shattered.
nothing much i can do, hmn...
for awhile, i keep my life busy, good thing i'm still able to focus, but then i had no idea whether or not i'm demotivational.
the funny thing happen today as if i don't really care about anything, miss class like it was nothing at all, maybe this happens nearing the end of the semester, thus probably doesn't had anything to do with it.
and yesterday2 even my family had sense something wrong happen to me... hmn, i guess i would just wear some mask like i always do, like a bipolar, acts like nothing happens at all, hahaha and laugh a lots and lots of it hahahahaha -.-" sienz...
can i cry now? hahahahahahaha T_T
well to tells the truth, i'm writing this happily, i hope no one read this hahaha cause by writing it, let my hard free, i know there is some better way, hopeful i got some strength in my qiam, pray for me ^_^
Tidakkah kita bergembira Allah telah berfirman:
(Lazimnya) perempuan-perempuan yang jahat adalah untuk lelaki-lelaki yang jahat, dan lelaki-lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan-perempuan yang jahat dan (sebaliknya) perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki-lelaki yang baik, dan lelaki-lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan- perempuan yang baik. Mereka (yang baik) itu adalah bersih dari (tuduhan buruk) yang dikatakan oleh orang- orang (yang jahat) mereka (yang baik) itu akan beroleh pengampunan (dari Allah) dan pengurniaan yang mulia.
smile, just smile...
I had no idea that I would be so upset, I had no idea that thing would go like this, well atleast, not that I imagine of...
i don't know, i don't know myself, it is so mysterious, that even i couldn't understand, i never had such feeling before, what is this feeling? i don't know, i don't think, i want to know.
but there isn't tears, but some shatter heart...
it's like it was always been a lie and lies.
I guess the truth been revealed, and revealed long before I knew it, it's probably because we like to digs deep, would it before to go ignorant? I had no idea...
but cheers, atleast you can exclude someone in your life, but the memories remain...
smile, be strong, there nothing ever happen in between, so it's never happen...
but I do hope that she's back to her older self but never because of me or anyone else, it's just for herself.
luckily, i still got a friend that understand, i am thankful that i was able to let my heart free by her attention. thank you, i would never forget this, insyaAllah. i hope i will never unfriend you insyaAllah, that's because now i know who... ^_^ insyaAllah only time will tell.
the was a time when i felt down... hmn it was all about someone... well don't get me wrong, one can says i'm the forever alone or bff type hahaha ok whateverlah, this thing doesn't matter. anyone who know me, know me better, penyakit nak kahwin ni sudah lama ada hehe so it isn't new at all :)
but recently, hmn well sometimes i'm serious, sometimes i'm not, but most of the time, my seriousness is doubt-able, cause i don't really show it...
bila orang tanya, ada dah calon? ada tapi belum ditemui hehe, but seriously... i do not meet them yet hehehe, i know one or two, theree erkk four? cukup dah ni hehe. memang kahwin 4 juga lah kau shahrizal hehe. but i would like to stay one hmn..
if possible, like i said before i know my limit hmn, not that kinda of limit, i mean in term of giving affection, i just don't think i would be able to share that...
usually the targets is in facebook, hmn hehe, and don't get me wrong again, i don't flirt on someone, and i don't just chat with someone, and i don't really believe everything in fb or the internet...
and my curiosity was answered back then about someone, on one part you may think that this person was someone who she were, but then if you really explore you could actually find something beneath the person that not many know, don't be fool with appearance and status updates hehe adei. whateverlah.
i'm too not that perfect, i do think i'm not good at all, hmn that is why i am looking, just someone... hmn toooo average hehehe but still ok hmn,, maybe i'm asking too much, well whateverlah erkkk.
jangan lupa bangun malam, solat istikharah, solat hajat, insyaAllah ditunjukkn kita kebenaran and petunjuk... dan ianya berlaku, i know did something hmn that i think i would regret but then it isn't bad... i think this is the best solution, even though it is probably the saddest ever hmn... but i think it is for the best of all... hmn never get me wrong, i never had any special relationship with anyone ok
but i do appreciated my relationship with my "friends", i always do, and remember, even if i don't, i'm not going to just say no to anyone, hmn but then it is matter of principle, oh great now you show some principle erkk....
hmn i'm confuse, maybe the current development isn't so nice, but i do hope think would get better as.... i forget about it, why do i have such a good memory when i want to forget something?? -.-"
i'm sorry.
"Di antara tanda kebaikan Islam seseorang adalah dia meninggalkan apa yang tidak berguna baginya."
(HR.At-Tirmidzi)
maybe, we had change, but our memories, will always remain. insyaAllah i'll remember ^_^ someone that appreciate me, most... :)
the only one i need, is the only one that i don't... it's sad, well it's life, it's time to move forward. but still... hmn
hi there, hehe
i wasn't sure if this is the appropriate time to write about something, i need some sleep haha, but I do feel that this is the right time to write something... maybe concerning about the future, hmn perhaps about myself, but technically it's about you, since i don't what happen to you, then it is about me haha ok whatever haha.
this came to me when i was watching this anime, ok, i'm too old for this, but isn't new, i realized that i were reading back my past posts, especially from szal.blogspot.com, it made me wonder about who i was before.. but then again, did i really change, or it's just labeling matter..... hmn, i guess that is for other to judge..... for other? i don't live my life to entertain other but if i weren't ashamed i would do whatever i would, so that's it.
furthermore, i noticed some changes.... lately... but i don't know if this is good or what, but when i'm forced i may or may not do indifferently, it's like having a low mental resistance... that is why i have to realize my core principle........ but then i'm still me.....
ntahlaah mengarut sgt dah ni, pening2...
nak kahwin punya pasal laah ni haha, kalau dapat kahwin kan senang, tapi kena fikir pasal kerja dan tangungan pula, hmn... i'm not a very good person, indeed... i know myself better, i were wondering if there is someone for me out there...
my friends are nice, but then the reason why they still with me it is because of what i had shown to them... the hidden part of me, hmn it's something else, well i don't know, everyone has a secret, it is our duty to keeps others' secret...
a few days earlier, i made a status, well it's just some random status that i've been doing haha, well for no reason, but this too was triggered, hmn but then, well maybe it is coincident, but my friend said there is no coincident, and i believed her hehe, it is fate... mysterious and yet sometimes it is full of hope that have long yearn for....
i wonder how this would lead me... but I don't need someone who don't need me, full stop, I'm grateful and thankful for those who stay with me and appreciate myself, it's not like I want to be special, but...hmn dunno haha adei.
above all, i think, hmn, well...... erk why am i clueless in my writing? hmn acctually i'm to write something abit too embracing, but no, it's not like that, perhaps i'm trying to find the correct word, but i don't think there is a correct word to best describe on what i had experienced...
but i do hope, the little clue i left could remind you of something, hehe but you forgot who or what contributed you to the post you made about "her stare" haha i guess not all is preserved, but it's nice to leave behind some incomplete puzzle, maybe somebody could tells a little bit about me, but i no one to be taken into granted, no one, even if i have become someone.
hmn i remembered, a rejection tone, it is when i do not make it into a science school, hmn i wondered why remembered this, i was wondering if this is thing really happening, i still remember when i got only 7 during spm, it is not about biology and chemistry, i do not get into med, then i try my luck in matriculation, even though they assigned me into physical science, i still do not give up....
until i end-up my matriculation, into university, now taking engineering course just like what my secondary school teacher told, haha how irony, but still i do not give up, thinking about the chance that i could get but then hmn... it's too slim.... and everything goes back to why not what.. i don't really get it, don't i?
right now, i probably thinking about, live happily ever after with the person i love the most haha (as if i have), kerja mudah, dekat rumah, cukup bulan dapat gaji (surehired) hahaha... for the most part, now ur choosing direct, a path to ur career, hmn, is this really important? i mean like, its a job to get money and that is it...
well true, but then, ur are too ambitious.. haha look, u a sponsored student, u need to go back and be beneficial to other but then looking at ur self, no, this would not lead to no way... it is true that u going into, lets say for semiconductor, renewable, creativity, entrepreneur, and so on but still this isn't going anywhere near.... how hopeless... hmn hey there, did anything change?
what scare me that u might lose hope at age about 30 40 50 and so on, if you make it, biiznillah. ur focus might have change, the surrounding could influence u, but think u are still u, ur are still looking into the same thing that u once want hmn... happiness, but then, really if that was all u want??
friends family and world, everyone seem to have negative and positive influence on u, some of them really encourage u to stay and find someone here haha ok i dunno that for sure, hmn not that, it's just that... well i dunno, maybe i was destined to marry 4, but i like to keep 1 hmn if possible, but i don't think it is possible... it's not like i don't want 4, but i know my limit...
i was never a better person for someone, i hope i was, but i don't that someone nice would want someone like me, but they do, i think i would talk most about my hidden self during taaruf, i'm serious about relationship, but think u should stop, but for no reason, it happen spontaneously...
i won't hesitate anymore, don't hesitate, just leave some u don't need, it is ur right to be happy, and letting other into ur life is not going to make thing better, u're tend to be selfish sometimes haha, i wonder if that's ur trait, lol maybe living alone could be much better haha. but no :(
perhaps u be different person, shut-off from the rest of the world due to failure, or lack of self-confidence, hmn... would i be such a person? hmn... yeah, i may live like usual, laugh with the same tone, like always, but i may no be me... hmn this too philosophical. i hide most of my feeling, i don't want other to bother about me, it irritate me sometime, i know what i'm doing and that made me an egoist.... sad.
finally, just move forward, this world is just playground, it is not our main objective, and you surely know what. distance won't separate u, it is u who made thing separately. 3 to 5 year is long but bear with it, there is nothing short of hope when you keep thing onward, tomorrow is full of hope, insyaAllah....
just remember, Allah's plan is the best for us, just do the best, if thing get better or worst, there probably something behind it. oh yeah, after years of living, realize this, that u are those that u leave behind, those that u had once met, those that be with u, those that leaves u, and these thing will always stick with u and shaping u, just remember the sins that u committed, the goodness that u contributed, be responsible, be committed, that u own them something, something that would burden ur shoulder, it is something that u will carry to change the live that couldn't, or maybe not u, but hopefully it could be passed to other...
It's about a year, haha. oklah update setahun sekali dari tak update langsung, blogging dah macam jadi perkara yang out-dated haha betulkah? FB ni plak jadi mcm perkara yang kehadapan.... laa sangat. whatever.
Thing had changed, but some friends said that i haven't lol, well I did... hmn maybe not a slight, but nevermind, changes or static doesn't always mean in good way.
hmn no idea, i probably going to start blogging, eversince there is alot to be worth explaining hahaha, after all malaysian are too quick to judge. pity, that also include me, but it doesn't matter, it's your life.... but it does bother me a little bit, but i kept that in mind and go on, avoiding conflict and protecting relationship are much better than winning a debate.
but then... talking about relationship hmn... well, lately i've been deleting friends from FB, sorry about that, i felt that, the past, friends and so on it inflicting my self, my feeling and my future decision........ i know that this is abit too selfish, but then again, is it wrong for me to be happy? well FB is still just a FB nothing more nothing less.... i'm good at making reason adeiii haha -.-". but seriously, i remember and i still appreciate someone in my life...
i haven't change, i realized that i were triggered into certain thing because of somebody in my life, that's why i become so choosy, thing like wanting for marriage and so on hehe, i noticed this thing isn't new, it's even jotted down in this blog haha, i know who and what triggered that haha adeii. but nevermind...
still, my self today was the past me, even if i get rid my past, the present me would always look into the past... hmn look like it is bad... but NO, it is the experience that teaches me the most, it is the lesson that i leaved behind, and lately it's start coming into me, for some reason i don't know... maybe the PAST me was too serious(as i see now, erkk maybe not at all), unlike the present me, and wanting for marriage is what made me serious about life and the future.. hmn hehe adei.
ok then, i don't think there is much to be said, i had a hard time logging just now haha, i think i would update this blog regularly, haha, i hope no one would noticed it haha... hmn and it's been 23 years(i'm old) hahaha, but i don't really celebrate it, if not mistaken it is around this time i were born inthe morning, the thanks are all to my mother, at it's best, though i don't really celebrate it, but for me who had live the life of the past, it is always feel like being appreciated, the pasts still do not leave me huhu...
ps written in the morning, edited in the afternoon hehe.
I'm sorry.
He got problem of his own.
But he really value the friendship more than his ego. and There's are barrier.
I'm sorry, again.
Amalan saja tidak cukup untuk menyelamatkan kamu
berkisar dari hidup yang serba lemah, dan sering alah pada bisikan .... (isi sendiri).
fedup dengan hidup yang konsisten dalam kelemahan...
then the guy start to blame other, cool uh...
man i think its the system fault that my life end up like this...
i meet few who shared my common interest...
that was in secondary school...
before i realize, the process proceed..
advance they all says...
nah it was just another journey, that have yet to be discover..
then but the problems continues...
thought that he may found the solution there...
but then again...
it was only falsely hope...
its nothing just blindly path...
he then left the parties...
then again in university...
here some nice guys...
im clueless... what is nice again?
still i'm clueless...
repeatedly i...
blindly...
ignorancely...
thought that its the only way...
i were wrong!
jika anda bertanya seorang muslim... dimana itu kebenaran?
kenapa kita selalu lupa akan dua perkara yang ditinggalkan oleh Rasulullah...
kerana ketaksuban... kita melihat kebenaran pada orang, title dia, pengaruh, etc... tapi pleaselah...
bukan semua yang didengar itu suatu yang hakikat... adalah kebenaran mutlak...
sehingga Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah kata Ya.
kita akan ke mana saja... selagi iyanya kebenaran...
mungkin post2 sebelum ini agak lantang tapi masih tersirat...
saya masih lagi seorang muslim yang paham akan amanah...
mungkin saya terambil pedang2 itu... habis semua hampir disembelih...
mungkin pengaruh penulis2 bahan2 bacaan saya yg agak lantang mempertahankan prinsip...
mungkin satu buku yang saya selalu lupa beli...
dah pergi KLBF? klu jumpa kitab akhlak sunnah beli lah ye.. hee
dalam menuntut ilmu pun ada akhlaknya... saya terlupa...
mungkin kerana sedikit ilmu yang saya ada... dah mula riak... adeii
dah mula rasa diri lebih baik... dan bukan takat itu, mungkin apa kami dapat itu dusta..
klu ternampak buku kapten hafiz firdaus "hukum dan adab berjemaah dalam Islam" belilah ye... tak paksa pun.. buatlah tafsiran yang adil... banyak persoalan akan terjawap... siapakah yang dikatakan baik? selamat? mungkin ramai berselisih, tapi berpeganglah pada Al-Quran dan As-Sunnah..
kebenaran itu.. akan timbul jua... sudah jelas antara batil dan betul kan...
apa2 yang saya tulis.. rupanya2 hujah terhadap diri saya juga...
bukan mudah untuk orang menyatakan sesuatu.. melainkan terkena pada dirinya dulu..
setiap perbuatan pasti akan terkena balik.. apabila teringat semua ayat2 yang pernah dibaca... ayat2 yang pernah ditulis..
Saya baru sedar!
sudah 21 tahun, lamanya aku cuba untuk memahami Islam... entah apa yang aku buat selama ni...
ps terima kasih atas ucapan... aku tak masuk dalam mana kelompok ye... kami hanya ikut pada kebenaran, insyaAllah. selebihnya itu kelemahan kami
Maaf... maaf... maaf...
kalau sekirannya mereka tahu apa yang berlaku disebalik pintu ini, tentu sekali mereka tidak akan menghormatinya. Alhamdulillah, kerana segala aib cela kita dilindungi Allah.
Dulu, aku ingat aku sudah cukup baik, seorang pun boleh hidup, rupanya aku silap!
Aku geram sangat sekarang ni! Kenapa?
Mempersoalkannya mungkin menolak takdir, tapi perkara ni mungkin berlaku pada orang lain juga. Aku tak tahu lah.
Kenapa ya?
Dengan konsep yang dipegang mereka, aku jahil hanya mengikut, bahkan SAHABATKU tidak menegurku.
Allah SWT befirman : “Katakanlah: "Apakah akan Kami beritahukan kepadamu tentang orang-orang yang paling rugi perbuatannya?" Iaitu orang-orang yang telah sia-sia perbuatannya dalam kehidupan dunia ini, sedangkan mereka menyangka bahawa mereka berbuat sebaik-baiknya. Mereka itu orang-orang yang telah kufur terhadap ayat-ayat Tuhan mereka dan (kufur terhadap) perjumpaan dengan Dia, maka hapuslah amalan- amalan mereka, dan Kami tidak mengadakan suatu penilaian bagi (amalan) mereka pada hari kiamat.” ( Al-Kahfi : 103-105)
Aku lupa banyak, aku alpa, aku lalai.
Prinsip pertama yang aku pelajari, ketika "itu", sewaktu di matrik.
"ALLAH satu-satunya tempat kita bergantung!" maka bukan sekali-kali meletakkan makhluk pada pergantungan.
Life is none but serious business!
Percayalah Sahabatku, langkah pertama itu penting, maka perhatikanlah setiap keputusan yang dibuat, hidup kita hanya sekali, dan hanya satu untuk kita, mengapa perlu diberikan pada yang lain?
Aku tak tahulah, aku tak faham!
JANGAN PAKSA FIKRAH KAMU TERHADAP AKU!
aku mungkin sesat atau silap dipersimpangan jalan ini tapi siapakah yang lebih layak memegang KUNCI KEBENARAN yang akan membawa manusia bertemu ALLAH dengan penuh redha?
Kalau anda bernyawa bernafas dengan nikmat ini, sudah tentu anda tahu jawapannya, semoga Allah menunjukkan jalanNya.
Mungkin pada kita rasa sesuatu itu satu kebenaran! tapi percayalah Sahabatku, ISLAM bukan terbina atas fikrah manusia, tapi HUJJAH YANG JELAS daripada AL-QURAN dan AS-SUNNAH, yang persaksikan oleh SALAFusSOLEH.
Di hadapan khalayak ramai di dalam masjid tersebut, dia berdiri di atas tangga mimbar dan membuang jubahnya sambil berteriak dengan lantang, "Seperti saya membuang jubah ini, begitu jugalah saya buang semua pegangan saya dahulu". Al-Ash'ari pada ramadhan 299/912.
Ingat senang nak jadi Ghuroba'? Fikir-fikirkanlah, keadaan Iman Abu Musa Al-Ash'ari ketika itu.
Semoga sedikit catatan ini, dapat dijadikan manfaat yang berkekalan.
ps sudah lama tak menulis, maaf, banyak perkara berlaku, ditambah kesibukkan dunia. macam2lah. mungkin aku perlu masa untuk mendiamkan diri ini tatkala hati masih bermasalah.
aku meminta pembaca menerima, tapi tuntutlah ilmu.
Terima Kasih kerana memahami.
Jangan Mudah Percaya
Posted by srzal Labels: Fahaman, Islam, Kajian, Pengalaman, Realiti, Tarbiya, Tazkirahkadang2 mungkin kelemahan orang lain lebih jelas daripada kelemahan kita.
aiks.. susah manusia ni kan.
aku teringat semalam, akan makanan hati. Ingat itu makanan hati. Ingat apa pula? Zikrullah. Ingat Allah, Ingat Mati, Ingat Nikmat.
mungkin aku selalu lupa...
kawen tak selesai lagi ni hehehe adeii
ayah aku tanya, bila maw balik ni? 28 ke 21? 26 tu maulid kan ke silap, tapi cuti start dari 13 hingga 21, dan 26 tu insyaAllah abg aku kawen hehe, ntahlah diorg, aku taktaw sgt hehe adeii.
aku tak kesah pun ponteng haha, tapi klu ade test mcmne? klu ade quiz? ade project? aiks tambah lagi dgn aktiviti underground kami hehehe adeiii
start januari, dah sibuk, mgkn sibuk PRK hehehe, pastu sibuk dgn hmn....
adeii aku syllabus usrah dan buku2 tak baca lagi ni adeii... 24 ni insyaAllah terbang dah... hee
mcmne fiqh haraki boleh jana muslim yang mantap?
adeii
aku nak kongsi sikit msj yg aku dpt smlm huhu
kenape antar kat aku plak? adeii aku bkn ustaz hehe
"salam shahrizal, aku ade terbace pasal dentuman kuat yg berkaitan dgn ngauman dajjal baru2 ni, ulama kiaskn betul ke cite ni?"
erkk? cite pe ni? aku tak pernah jumpa pun hoho.
first things first, seperti biasa aku buka pakcik google hehe klu nak guna imhalal.com pun bleh promote sikit hehe
search lah, dentuman kuat dajjal, keluar cite gempa bumi huhu
ooh ini plak citenya, ada jgk kaitan dgn surat berantai, pastu cite2 yg berkaitan.
daripada pahaman aku, sungguhpun aku bukan ustaz, aku balas jg lah msj tu,
"Wassalam, secara jujur aku tak pasti, tapi, klu dikata ulama, ulama mna pula yg kiaskan benda ni, lepas tu, beliau kiaskan dgn apa pula, sahih ka, pndpt aku, slalunya hal ini sering dkaitkan dgn kejadian yg benar brlaku, d situ kita kdng2 trtipu, kena rujuk hadis tntg dajjal blk."
entahlah weh, dari dulu sampai sekarang, banyak saja penipuan berlaku, pasal benda ni aku tak pasti, aku tak jumpa lagi cerita yang sebenar dan hadis yang mana yg dikiaskan oleh ulama tersebut.
apa yang aku kesal, selalunya hal2 ini sering kali dijadikan modal oleh kelompok2 yg bertopengkan agama, mereka mengunakan nama2, kejadian2 tertentu ataupun ayat2 tertentu untuk tujuan mereka.
benda ini bukanlah perkara baru, penipuan atas agama sudah pun berlaku sejak.. sejak bile ye? hehe, isk2 seyes2. Apa yang paling obvious ialah penipuan terhadap Allah dan Rasulullah, kalau mereka guna nama Allah dengan mudah saja kita mencari bukti daripada Al-Quran. tapi dalam permasalahan mengunakan nama Rasulullah, aku sukar sikit, sebab bukan semua orang khatam hadis, dan jumlah hadis amat lah banyak. Alhamdulillah ramai ulama telah membongkar penyelewengan yang berlaku serta dibukukan.
kadang2 kita boleh guna Al-Quran untuk detect penyelewengan hadis. sebab Al-Quran dan hadis yang Sahih tidak mungkin bercanggahan. tapi klu rujuk Al-Quran, bukan hanya terjemahan, malahan syarahan oleh para ulama muktabar, bukan syarahan kita sendiri, boleh jadi syarahan kita itu nafsu je lebih, kenapa nafsu je lebih? mudah je sbb kita bukanlah ahli, bayangkan berapa banyak disiplin ilmu yang ulama perlu kuasai untuk menjadi ahli fiqh? ingat senang ke? sampai kene belajar kesusasteraan Arab(klu aku tak silap), kita plak tengok terjemaah Quran, ooh dah paham dah, ni salah tu pun salah, blah, itu lah nafsu, pada pendapat aku.
Tapi sekarang agak sukar sedikit, ada orang nak berugama tapi jahil, apabila orang (dengan kepentingan) yang memberitakan sesuatu semacam ancaman dan kebaikan, golongan yang nak berugama ini terasa hati lalu tersungkur kepada orang2 yg berkepentingan ini.
kebanyakkan orang2 yg berkepenting ini kemungkinan jahil atau berkepentingan.
Jahil? ini disebabkan mereka mengikut orang2 tertentu secara membuta tuli tanpa menyelidik, mengkaji kebenarannya.
Berkepentingan? cara selalu merahsiakan kebenaran yang menafikan mereka, selalunya menutup yang bathil dgn yang haq. sebab tu kadang2 orang tak perasan penyelewengan yang berlaku.
contohnya: kebanyakkan surat berantai, ceramah dan mcm2 lg yang aku temui/sedari, terdapatnya 2 benda ni jahil atau berkepentingan ataupun keduanya sekali. atau lagi teruk aku yang jahil dan tidak mahu menerima hakikat yang sebenarnya.
apa2pun kita balik semula mencari kebenaran dari Al-Quran dan Hadis.
aku sedari bukan setakat itu, malah lebih licik lg kalau hal ini dilakukan secara brainwash atau mind control, ini ada hypothesis aku saja, aku tak pasti, tapi benda ni mungkin benar berlaku dan mungkin juga pernah dialami anda semua, mungkin kita berbeza pendapat, inilah pendapat saya.
Nak tahu macam mana?
brainwash, kalau kita dalam suatu perbincangan, orang yang ingin mem"brainwash"kan kita akan menyoalkan sesuatu dan meminta diberi pendapat, setelah pendapat itu diberi, mereka aku cuba mengunakan ayat2 mereka, seolah2 pendapat mereka lagi betul dalam keadaan ini mahu tak mahu kita aku terima pendapat mereka. hal ini bertambah teruk kalau dilakukan dalam keadaan ekstrim dimana kita keliru dan buntu, tak mampu berfikir dengan betul.
mind control pula, berlaku dalam banyak keadaan.
1. dalam keadaan mana kita adalah minoriti, kita terpaksa memilih untuk mengikut majoriti. adanya kriteria2 tertentu yang membuat kita begitu sunguhpun fikrah kita kukuh sebelum ini. aku teringat drama jepun liar game, tgk citer tu best, penuh informasi hehe (mcm) tapi seyes memang baru aku sedar rupa2 benda2 ni sudah ni kaji oleh orang lain kita saja yang tertipu.
2. dalam kes surat berantai, macam contoh dikatakan situ si fulan bin fulan tidak mengantar surat ini, keesokan harinya semua ahli keluarga si fulan bin fulan telah terlibat dengan kemalangan ngeri, dan kemalangan ini dilaporkan dikhabar tempatan, maka kita dalam mindset kita terasa seakan-akan takut dan mempercayai benda ni, padahal si fulan bin fulan mungkin tidak pernah menerima surat ini, si pengirim dengan licik mengunakan kejadiaan yang benar untuk menutup penyelewengan surat tersebut. hal ini ada kaitannya dengan akidah kita, hati2.
3. pengunaan nama Allah, Rasulullah, pangkat kedudukan keturunan dan orang2 kenamaan(boleh jd jg ulama dan sbg), kita pun dengan kejahilan percaya 100% tanpa berbelah bahagi. Boleh jadi disebabkan ketaksuban kita terhadap mana2 tokoh. Kalau kes Abu bakar dan Rasulullah boleh. Dalam ke manusia berbeza, mereka ulama sekalipun, mereka bukan maksum. Ataupun jg semua tu fitnah yang dikaitkan pada penama2 tersebut untuk meraih sekongan.
saya pernah terbaca cerita pasal imam syafie dan muridnya, muridnya membaca kitab karangan imam syafie dan menemui banyak kesilapan didalamnya, tiada kitab yang sempurna dari cacat cela melain Al-Quran, cerita ni saya terbaca kat ust zaharuddin.com kalau tak silap. ada lagi satu cerita seorang ulama yang ditegur kerana berlebih-lebihan dalam berugama, cerita ni saya terbaca dlm artikel dr asri kalau saya tak silap ingat.if i were mistaken, forgive me.
ps semua itu contoh, kita dah faham akan larangan taksub, dan semua manusia berbuat silap kecuali Rasulullah yang maksum. Saya tak pasti sangat cerita tersebut.
Maka perlulah kita selidik dulu apa yang dibicara seseorang itu, sekalipun kita kenal hati budinya, boleh jadi dia betul kita silap ataupun sebaliknya, tapi bukanlah kita orang2 yang mengikut membuta tuli biarlah BERHUJAH!
Sekali lagi saya ingin tegaskan, carilah ilmu akan benda yang tak pasti, dan jangan taksub.
Jangan mudah percaya akan kata2 orang sehingga sampai bukti dan hujah yang jelas.
maka golongan2 sufaha(aku paham, pengertiannya belum sempurna akal, bukan pada golongan2 tertentu tapi atas dasar keadaan mereka) sepatutnya lebih berhati2, mereka ini menjadi target kebanyakkan orang2 berkepentingan, sebab mudah dibentuk seterusnya lahirlah golongan taksub membuta tuli naudzubillahiminzalik.
insyaAllah kita boleh mengubahnya. harap maaf sebarang kesilapan yang aku tidak sedari atas kejahilan aku sendiri.
wala' membuta tuli, Im not alone :)
[amaran: jangan baca hehe]
takde la... tak perlu lari pun, aku dah ada calon, jodoh je takde hahaha
men2 jgn ambik serious.. hehe
actually, its been a stressful life today haha,
i guess my family was too emotional, or i guess it was just me,(was that a proper grammar? haha)
i donno la, life was always been like this at home,
its probably my attachment to them i could feel something,
this is family, if we were in usrah, it were the same thing,
whenever we were attached to someone or some organization,
our feeling get mix up, the color, the sound, most importantly the emotion.
life could never be the same and lonely, err really?
i know something, i have to get married hehehe just kidding...
err whenever thing goes wrong i always wanting to get away, running away...
aahhh why it has to be like this...
this world really need political reform haha,
not la, lets go something basic, like family..
first thing first, choosing a wife hahaha
choose la, or let someone do the arrangement hehe
but remember, good start arent insurance for good end.
theres must always be a feed back by time, correction of mistake, and practice of conduct.
the problem, start because we lack of knowledge,
what kind of knowledge?
i had no idea,
i have to fill this 4th line hehe(ps i have no idea what to write here)
arhhhhhhhhhhhhakh
whenever im tension, i have tendency to do ridiculous thing in life ahhh
bek dgr lagu meher zain hehe insyaAllah gi ar blog SF
kan best klu generasi kita ni generasi yang sudah ditarbiyyah
and i dont mean our generation only, but also two generation before and after us,
everyone understand the need for Islam,
the problem rise, because theres occurrence of conflict between the generation that understand and that dint understand, i dont mean they dont understand but the level of knowledgeable are prone to start a conflict between the two generation.
but still, i dont get it, when someone had gone through the training, but still the failed? are the test is too difficult? is it mean for failing?
from the JDorama Jin, ...God give us test, so we can overcome them... this japanese people understand it(this is merely philosophical then theoretical). i think it is clearly that we should have overcome them not to fail it, but even if we failed, God knows better, maybe its better for us.
i think, i missed the important point here aduii -.-
macam dulu aku bercakap, mesti ada ja tertinggal, tgk je muka2 para sahabat hilang terus haha
mungkin sebab aku tak pernah serious, tiba2 aku nak cakap benda yang serious, mereka pula tak boleh nak percaya ini aku haha just kidding la
sapa la aku ingin menegurkan. itulah jihad dan pengorbanan bukan? melakukan sesuatu yang kita tak upaya dengan bersungguh tatkala itu kita sendiri pun tak kuat lakukan. Bagi tazkirah tegur orang, tentang perkara2 yang kita sendiri terkapai-kapai untuk menanggungnya... surah as saff:3
berat2 ni... aku sebenarnya nak citer masalah keluar, keluar plak benda2 pelik isk2... abaikan lah yang bahasa inggeris di atas tu haha... baca yang melayu sudah haha
waktu jamuan akhir sem batch sek2 kami ni,
ade ar sorg akak di suruh bagi ucapan, ukhti sebenarnya bagi peringatan hehe tazkirah,
saya ingat lagi dia cakap banyak kut, tapi akhi tadi bagi lagi banyk hehe
tapi saya nak highlight tazkirah ukhti kita ni, sebab malam tu aku tak tido pun haha
sebab esoknya exam fluid mechanic haha isk2 bukan pasal exam tapi pasal attitude aku
kata cikgu BI aku, tidak apa apa attitude, mmg sikap aku pun dari dulu, tidak suka memeningkan kepala,
tapi ukhti ni memperingatkan balik kami.
surah yusuf ayat 87:
Wahai anak-anakku! Pergilah dan intiplah khabar berita mengenai
Yusuf dan saudaranya, dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari
rahmat serta pertolongan Allah.Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa dari
rahmat dan pertolongan Allah itu melainkan kaum yang kafir".
terus aku terasa sedikit, adui... aku give ke ngan kertas ni? hee sebab tiada hints la,
tu yg aku study giler2 sikit haha bengong tul, rupanya, tanpa hints lagi tenang hidup aku dripada ada hints.
aku study giler2 malam tu, aku teringat macam tym aku spm dlu haha,
malam macam seluruh hidup aku bergantung pada kertas tu isk2 astaghfirullah
aku study banyak mana pun, klu Allah yang Maha Pemberi tidak menghidayahkan aku kefahaman, tak berguna langsung usaha aku sehari semalam,
alhamdulillah, apa yang aku study semuanya kluar, tapi ada slack la, semua rumus aku hafal tapi ada jg yg aku tak paham, tapi yg penting aku berasa puas dengan kertas tu, berbeza dengan kertas thermodynamic hahaha, rumus aku ingat2 lupa, tapi aku tak faham cara mengaplikasikan rumus haha adeii tapi exam kali ni kire lebih baik daripada sem2 sebelum ni alhamdulillah, aku rasa macam tu lah... harap2 pointer aku naik aminnn
ayat kedua, tazkirah kedua, tazkirah dua hari sebelum aku balik,
dari surah at tahriim ayat 6
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Peliharalah diri kamu dan keluarga
kamu dari Neraka yang bahan-bahan bakarannya: Manusia dan batu
(berhala);...
kata akhi tu, aku tak tahu la tadabbur ayat ni betul ke tak, pada ayat ni Allah mencabar, siapa2 yang beriman, kalau benar kamu beriman maka laksanakanlah perintahNya.
marhalah 2 kedua ni, selepas diri kita, orang yang paling dekat dgn diri kita... aiks2 ni yg buat aku tensen di bilik, menulis lah aku panjang hahahaha adeiii
dah la panjang sgt dah ni, semoga bermanfaat.
ps ukhwah? mana ukhwah antum? adeiii... tak jelas fikrah kut hahaha adeiii antar balik haha
ta'aruf... tafahum... tafakul... sound familiar?
Berat2 beratlah hehe
masalah kawen, masalah pointer, masalah keluarga, masalah surau, masalah masyarakat,
berat2 sape nak bahagi2 tugas tuk ni? hehe
adeii tapi masalah kawen ni berat jg hehe adeii
bersempena dengan aidil adha ni aku nak kongsi sikit hehe
bukan citer kawen, aku ilang mood nak kawen hehehe (mustahil:hehe)
gelak2 je taw isk2
kang klu ada tiba2 ada ajak kawen(kononnya hehe) terblur plak memikirkan masalah,
abang aku tak jadi kawen bulan ni, taktaw lah pe hal ni, aku malas nak pikir,
penyelesaiannya: Aku Kena Kawen hehehehe adeii
pernah seorang kawan bertazkirah,
maklumlah sek2 diorg ni klu pas tadarus mesti buat tadabbur atau sedikit pengisian,
hehe aku pula blur terus ahh? nak tadabbur surah td?
biar betol? ahh dah la bahasa Arab tak pas2 adeii tak ambik pun lg, insyaAllah ambik
tapi ada sekali ni, abang seorang ni terperangkap dengan hujan hehe
tu ar nak balik sangat hehe men2 je
so nampk kitaorg tgh tadarus hehe bkn tadarus pun macam tasmi' je pun
pastu seperti biasa,
then sahabat sy ni suh ar abg tu bg pengisian sedikit,
dia pun ambik la satu ayat dr surah al-hajj,
apa yang ditadabbur tu, klu tak silap ayatnya,
berkaitan sembelihan dan taqwa, aku tak pasti, cari2 tak jumpa,
maklumlah waktu hujan, dengar2 mcm tu je la isk2, mungkin masih ada hijab adei,
dalam pengisian tu, abang tu bg personifika(betul ke ni?) yang hebat akan, ramadhan dan taqwa,
dalam ramadhan ni la kita kena menjahit baju2 taqwa kita, utk dipakai utk hari2 yg mendatang,
pastu.... jeng2 aku dah lupa hehe
tapi apa kaitan dengan aidil adha? hehehe
sahabat aku kata dah seratus hari ramadhan meningalkan kita brulah kita sampai pada aidil adha,
so di sini sy ingin mengajak teman2 sahabat2 seperjuangan merenung kembali baju2 taqwa yg dijahit kita ketika ramadhan tu,
elok tak lagi? almaklum, kita sudah hampir ke penghujung tahun, dah abis se sem hehe
maka perlu kepada penilaian semula, muhasabah diri, sebgaimana juru akaun(aka akauntan) perlu meneliti akaunnya.
macam bagi tazkirah plak hehe mungkin aku rindu majlis2 di ump yg tiada di sini (hampeh!!)
hidup macam kambing, dikelilingi serigala2 isk2...
aku nak kawen hehehe men2 je hehe
dah la panjang sngt2 ni, dahla takde gambar hehe, baik bt sinopsis je hehe
salam aidil adha, hee renungi balik 3 pengorbanan... fikir2kan la hehe
eeh kejap, aidil? bkn Nur Kasih ke tu, apa2 la hehehehe
kadang2 aku rasa hidup manusia ni macam kucing hehe
bukan merendahkan manusia tapi
kucing juga berkehendakkan akan fitrah semula jadinya,
yeke?
entahlah, aku tak faham kucing, sebab aku bukan kucing hehe
tapi bila aku memikirkan, ini mungkin suatu petanda dan peringkatanNya
mungkin bagi yang memikirkannya, sudah pasti kagum akan ciptaanNya
Ya Allah, aku bersyukur engkau kurniakan aku seekor kucing yang comel,
dan kemudianya engkau mengambilnya semula,
insyaAllah, itulah yang terbaik buat aku dan keluargaku.
si putih - dalam kenangan
Nak tahu kenapa aku kagum pada kucing?
dulu abangnya pergi,
kini dia pergi,
ketika itu, mereka mencari akan ketenangan,
di suatu tempat mereka boleh pergi dengan tenang.
bukan manusia juga begitu?
memburu syuhada~
fi mardhatillah
entahlah apa perkaitannya, aku faham macam tulah
sy dtg lagi hehe... isk2 adeiii
dah la taknak ar citer baitul muslim hehehe dah bosan hehe
takde la... sbb sy nak citer hal pelik2 sikit
sbb smlm sy bermimpi benda yg amat pelik dlm kehidupan kut
tapi sejak bile plak kehidupan aku ni normal? hehe
agak serious gak... tapi aku tak pasti maksudnya
aku melihat ramai orang, mereka ni, punya perwatakan dan pemakaian sebagai seorang muslim,
aku melihat mereka seperti sedang membuat sesuatu, membangunkan sesuatu....
apa yg mereka bangunkan semua bercangah dengan keIslaman....
aku tak nak citer lebih2, ngeri jg apa yg aku nampak ni,
aku terpikir2 suatu perkara, sebelum ni, adakah aku ini dipihak yang benar...
mungkinkah ini permainan syaitan...
justifikasi apa yg kita lakukan selama ini, adakah benar2 mengikut landasanNya,
yakni Islam...
pelik...
selama ni klu pikir kita ikut2 maka kita tak paham lg...
mimpi tersebut mengajak aku untuk lebih memahami setiap tindakan yang aku lakukan di masa akan datang, dan masa silam aku dan sekarang...
takut2 aku ini sebenarnya bukan pada landasanNya...
yaitu jalan yang lurus,
jalan yang diredhaiNya....
mungkin mimpi hanya mainan tidur kan... biar la... tapi beringatlah.. mgknkah ini peringatan daripada Allah.... waallahu'alam
Disebab perkara2 yang tidak dapat dielakkan.
ps jangan guna "Disebab" tidak baik dalam pengarangan Bahasa Melayu hehe
saya dengan ini memohon maaf sebab tidak dapat menceritakan perihal baitul muslim yg baru2 difemeskan dalam blog ini setelah istilah "kawen" dimansuhkan. hehehe
Mengikut cerita penulis blog ini, kononnya sibuk dengan exam, semalam sudah satu iaitu feveret anin, Maths hehe
sok ada thermodynamic, yg belum lg disentuh oleh penulis blog ini. selepas tu ada electronic, yg pernah mengilakan pelajar mekanikal tahun satu sem lepas(ketika itu electric) disebabkan ketiadaan rumus untuk mencari jawapan ahhhhhhhh...
selepas tu ada macam 5 ari gap... pastu baru fluid mechanic... yg abende ahhhh???? aku tak tahu la nak study yg mane... tapi aku dah nampk bende2 yg perlu distudykan...
sekadar itu saja... dri pada penulis blog yg selalu saja bercerita akan perkawen... opps baitul muslim hehe... insyaAllah post seterusnya akan mencerita pasal baitul muslim hehehe...
hehe
aku dah tergelak hehe... seperti yg dijanjikan aku tak nak citer kawen hehe
tapi aku nak citer pasal baitul muslim hehe
ape itu baitul muslim? ntah aku pun tak tahu hehe
tapi isi je la borang tu... pastu klu dah ada calon letak nama kat situ haha...
senang2 tak perlu malu2 kucing... klu mmg kucing pun tak perlu malu2..
nt ade la org yg uruskan hehehe adeiii
waktu aku pikir2 balik.. erk aku dah sedia kah ni?
aku dah nmpk dah calon2nya ni hehe..
tapi erk...
ikut fitrah dan harakah bleh lah.. tapi hee
aku pikir2 balik isk2... berat jg... dlu bleh ar bt lawak.. skrg adeii
baru aku tahu... aku belum lagi bersedia adeiiii hampeh
semoga Allah memberi aku petunjuk....
aku tak ingin selalu dalam fitnah...
ingin aku mencari yg fitrah buat diriku dan dia...
hehe adeii ape dah aku merepek besar ni hee
k2 dah abis... tu sekadar mukadimah di hari yang nyaman dengan hujan2 ni hahaha... hampeh...
tak tahu lah... kadang2 memang aku tak suka dengan hujan, tapi hujan tu kan rahmat... tapi tak tahu lah...
hari ni aku kat pekan, dalam ramai2 yang mmg tiada di Pekan, aku pula menyibukkan diri di Pekan.
A: Korang semua balik kul brape ni?
B: Kul 4????
A: Bukan kul 11????
C: aaa??
A: ko sorg balik awal...
C: ....
dulu aku pernah cakap pada diri aku, bt je... tak perlu pikir sgt, klu bnyk pikir mmg tak siap2 keje kita ni...
tu yg tak kawen2 lagi ni haha adeiii
bukan apa.... cuma nak memelihara diri dari fitnah... salahkah aku?
rasanya orang yang memelihara diri dari fitnah lebih perform dalam kehidupan...
aik... entahlah.. mungkinkah aku ni selalu meletakkan nasib sendiri di tangan sendiri? atau salahkah konsep ini?
baru aku sedar bahawa kurangnya sikap kebergantungan aku terhadap Allah... semoga Allah memimpin kita.
Sudah dibincangkan dalam mesyuarat sosialis mahasiswa haha bahawa pentingnya solat istikharah, kenapa perlu solat istikharah? sebab nak tentukan calon yang paling sesuai haha.... bleh jg..
tapi...
solat sunat istikharah, sebenarnya, pentingnya, dalam menentukan hala tuju hidup kita, walau sekuat serapi sehebat mana perancang kita, tapi lebih baik hebat kuat rapi etc pimpinan Allah...
tak kesah lah, nak cari bakal isteri/suami ke hehe, atau nak tido petang ke, makan ayam ke, bermain2 ke hehe..
tapi walaupun saya kata macam ni, tapi saya pun macam lama dah tinggalkannya, ni lah masalah saya, tahu tapi tak faham adeiii...
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