Cerita orang tua2 ehem2

[amaran: jangan baca hehe]

hehe aku melarikan diri daripada dikahwinkan hehehehe

takde la... tak perlu lari pun, aku dah ada calon, jodoh je takde hahaha

men2 jgn ambik serious.. hehe

actually, its been a stressful life today haha,

i guess my family was too emotional, or i guess it was just me,(was that a proper grammar? haha)

i donno la, life was always been like this at home,

its probably my attachment to them i could feel something,

this is family, if we were in usrah, it were the same thing,

whenever we were attached to someone or some organization,

our feeling get mix up, the color, the sound, most importantly the emotion.

life could never be the same and lonely, err really?

i know something, i have to get married hehehe just kidding...

err whenever thing goes wrong i always wanting to get away, running away...

aahhh why it has to be like this...

this world really need political reform haha,

not la, lets go something basic, like family..

first thing first, choosing a wife hahaha

choose la, or let someone do the arrangement hehe

but remember, good start arent insurance for good end.

theres must always be a feed back by time, correction of mistake, and practice of conduct.

the problem, start because we lack of knowledge,

what kind of knowledge?

i had no idea,

i have to fill this 4th line hehe(ps i have no idea what to write here)

arhhhhhhhhhhhhakh

whenever im tension, i have tendency to do ridiculous thing in life ahhh

bek dgr lagu meher zain hehe insyaAllah gi ar blog SF

kan best klu generasi kita ni generasi yang sudah ditarbiyyah

and i dont mean our generation only, but also two generation before and after us,

everyone understand the need for Islam,

the problem rise, because theres occurrence of conflict between the generation that understand and that dint understand, i dont mean they dont understand but the level of knowledgeable are prone to start a conflict between the two generation.

but still, i dont get it, when someone had gone through the training, but still the failed? are the test is too difficult? is it mean for failing?

from the JDorama Jin, ...God give us test, so we can overcome them... this japanese people understand it(this is merely philosophical then theoretical). i think it is clearly that we should have overcome them not to fail it, but even if we failed, God knows better, maybe its better for us.

i think, i missed the important point here aduii -.-

macam dulu aku bercakap, mesti ada ja tertinggal, tgk je muka2 para sahabat hilang terus haha

mungkin sebab aku tak pernah serious, tiba2 aku nak cakap benda yang serious, mereka pula tak boleh nak percaya ini aku haha just kidding la

sapa la aku ingin menegurkan. itulah jihad dan pengorbanan bukan? melakukan sesuatu yang kita tak upaya dengan bersungguh tatkala itu kita sendiri pun tak kuat lakukan. Bagi tazkirah tegur orang, tentang perkara2 yang kita sendiri terkapai-kapai untuk menanggungnya... surah as saff:3

berat2 ni... aku sebenarnya nak citer masalah keluar, keluar plak benda2 pelik isk2... abaikan lah yang bahasa inggeris di atas tu haha... baca yang melayu sudah haha

waktu jamuan akhir sem batch sek2 kami ni,

ade ar sorg akak di suruh bagi ucapan, ukhti sebenarnya bagi peringatan hehe tazkirah,

saya ingat lagi dia cakap banyak kut, tapi akhi tadi bagi lagi banyk hehe

tapi saya nak highlight tazkirah ukhti kita ni, sebab malam tu aku tak tido pun haha

sebab esoknya exam fluid mechanic haha isk2 bukan pasal exam tapi pasal attitude aku

kata cikgu BI aku, tidak apa apa attitude, mmg sikap aku pun dari dulu, tidak suka memeningkan kepala,

tapi ukhti ni memperingatkan balik kami.

surah yusuf ayat 87:

Wahai anak-anakku! Pergilah dan intiplah khabar berita mengenai

Yusuf dan saudaranya, dan janganlah kamu berputus asa dari

rahmat serta pertolongan Allah.Sesungguhnya tidak berputus asa dari

rahmat dan pertolongan Allah itu melainkan kaum yang kafir".

terus aku terasa sedikit, adui... aku give ke ngan kertas ni? hee sebab tiada hints la,

tu yg aku study giler2 sikit haha bengong tul, rupanya, tanpa hints lagi tenang hidup aku dripada ada hints.

aku study giler2 malam tu, aku teringat macam tym aku spm dlu haha,

malam macam seluruh hidup aku bergantung pada kertas tu isk2 astaghfirullah

aku study banyak mana pun, klu Allah yang Maha Pemberi tidak menghidayahkan aku kefahaman, tak berguna langsung usaha aku sehari semalam,

alhamdulillah, apa yang aku study semuanya kluar, tapi ada slack la, semua rumus aku hafal tapi ada jg yg aku tak paham, tapi yg penting aku berasa puas dengan kertas tu, berbeza dengan kertas thermodynamic hahaha, rumus aku ingat2 lupa, tapi aku tak faham cara mengaplikasikan rumus haha adeii tapi exam kali ni kire lebih baik daripada sem2 sebelum ni alhamdulillah, aku rasa macam tu lah... harap2 pointer aku naik aminnn

ayat kedua, tazkirah kedua, tazkirah dua hari sebelum aku balik,

dari surah at tahriim ayat 6

Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Peliharalah diri kamu dan keluarga

kamu dari Neraka yang bahan-bahan bakarannya: Manusia dan batu

(berhala);...

kata akhi tu, aku tak tahu la tadabbur ayat ni betul ke tak, pada ayat ni Allah mencabar, siapa2 yang beriman, kalau benar kamu beriman maka laksanakanlah perintahNya.

marhalah 2 kedua ni, selepas diri kita, orang yang paling dekat dgn diri kita... aiks2 ni yg buat aku tensen di bilik, menulis lah aku panjang hahahaha adeiii

dah la panjang sgt dah ni, semoga bermanfaat.

ps ukhwah? mana ukhwah antum? adeiii... tak jelas fikrah kut hahaha adeiii antar balik haha

ta'aruf... tafahum... tafakul... sound familiar?

a paper :)

Ayam Lemon

untuk ayam: tepung jagung, putih/kuning telur, air, garam, marica bubuk?, minyak sayuran.

untuk saus lemon: air, lemon diperah, gula, sedikit tepung jagung/sagu.

cara memasak: fikir sendiri hehe aku try tapi tak jadi.. buat malu je hehe adeii mgkn silap ramuan hehe

UIA Kampus Kuantan

tempat yang aku rasa best untuk study hehe

due to the out breach of srzal.blogspot.com's protocol, on which i never had before hehe.

point one, protocol of szal.blogspot.com, which declare that the post should "never" have significant of failure, whatever that mean hehe, its a protocol that enforced blog owner to never-ever-never to be a failure.

But on june 19th, I, shahrizal bin ibrahim, had failed for the 1st time in june(maybe hehe), thus out breach the zero-failure protocol.

I, hereby, will stop anymore insurging of this protocol for awhile, until further notice. hehe adeii

I guess its true, the paper could worth more than a human, right? hehe watever la hehe

idealize

WARNING: Theres quite a numbers of grammartically error somewhere in this posting, your teacher guiden is exclusively needed in this thing. Thank You, everybody cooperation are essential in making of our humble yet bright future, a reality. This is my english works, don't read it for leisure because we need some thought for it. ps aku men2 saja hehe

Its time again, that time of the each semester, where everyone keep on getting busy off something usefull. As for myself, the first and foremost thing, I would do a little bit about blogging. Yup its about blogging. Tell ya, whats a blog? Its a web log.. simplified.. to blog, where the letter "we" been removed. Get some glipse of it? aah, "we", meaning to say blog is all about one self. One individual ideas about something, and just about his own world.. of his own.

Next, I think i would like to speak about blogging and education. What does blogging had to do with education? education is to system of learning.. in my opinion, aah thats right. For me, blogging is one whole idea about express something in words, we are living with sound... our surrounding, got its own unique song... hear it? impossible unless you have your own music composer in your mind.

So it about words and blogging. When we able to put something into words, meaning, we are able to make contact with human, in softer version, interaction. Interaction, is a progress of life, a civilisation stood with interact of other civilisation, and human can't live alone, even for a tiny bit of rice is hard to earn alone, just image for human to live alone, its just impossible. Unless you aren't.

So we need interaction between human, and non-human, and also to our Creator. Interaction could be so cruel, and so tender sometimes, depend to the type of interaction and the individual that involved in that kind of particular interaction. Thus what type of interaction needs for the perfect interaction? one of them, is a.. the capability of one person to stimulate and produce words that can be understood and natural to all other.

A bad interaction, is like an egoist speaking of it own world.. like blogging hehe? just kidding, thats why got some comment space there, you have to comment something, in respond to the posting, but please don't flame and use appropiate language. People won't take insult as way of solution rather way of war.

In our course evaluation, as in UMP, we need blogging, but are concentrate on comment posting as in uhl2322adnan.blogspot.com, aah i think that the right blogging site, we were posting some comment about something we do in classes. Well, pretty much everything should be blogging, I mean commenting, because its just too much posting to do.

Wait, the class is over already, and yet I haven't done any thing, I done some, but its not enough, perhap I should seek out other student posting from the other section, aah that right, maybe some from wikipedia, and some from blogs everywhere in the world.

But thats too kewl, why should I do that? should blogging be so authentic? Its my own writting, I can write everything I want, but please, we human live in community, learn to respect with other, and think of other as their own shoes.

Thats just it, what should comment next? Theres still to many blogging yet to be done, and could give my mind to it. For 24 posting in a semester? and I have about a day to finish it all, should I just give up my principle to copy this thing out of somewhere, that I had no idea at all? erghh.. that main point, perhap we should go back to basic... BRAIN STORMING.

Yup, brain storming, know about it? Its something what people do in group, and people just burst everything in their head.. and then some guy or girl if you would, write everything they burst, then we start to think each of it, every one idea become everybody main subject of approval and rejection.

As for idea of essay and comment (or you can say its blogging), brain storming can become handy sometimes, but when it is alone, then its just one man idea, and his own struggle for out of confusion. What a terrible fate waits for him.

In idea of blogging, one can only find it quite spontaneous, without much difficulty, aah because blogging is something we do during leisure, but perhap maybe some hardcore-blogger, they were busy making it into revenue, perhap for living. But we are technical student and soon to be technical engineer, everything should be just technical, in word and the world of our own.

Technical engineer, what's that? I had no idea, perhap when we see thing, around us, can suddenly see its bending moment, motion of inertia, or perhap it point of failure, not just that, but with certain value of accuracy. Isn't that too cool. A world class engineer, world class integrity workmanship, but in the end we would eventually end up being a worker of those with slum of money.

As for engineer, getting money about 30k is something usual, for some odd engineer, but the company acctually gain more that just we earn, so thinking back should we be just some engineer that thinking about money, and living happily? Oh yeah, I forgot, that some value, acctually not really something we can really use, because our life is mostly use for working, and so tiny little time for our selves, and perhap our family and so-on.

So more money but less time, our life is just something about that, so living is about make money, living leisure? What is perfect life then? if that aren't? On one second, I don't think, I be doing this thing... stop, I need some topic for my comment posting not, this topic.

Ok2 lets start, about what we do in technical english, ... hmn i can barely remember. maybe theres some about food? is it? no, thats the point, the type of education always something that student had no idea, perhap they don't even care about it, our knowledge are'nt beyond that, we couldn't even understand the thing we do sometimes, but we do it, because of credits, pointer, certificates, and so on.

bytheway, Perhap theres still something I could use. In english recently we were making some project, what is it, hmn its about light that can automatically turn on in dark, well its quite old, but I don't think theres such a thing in the market today, I mean do they have such system in car? No because its probably annoying, if they ever one to switch on the light, they would probably do their own, but then this thing on automatically, maybe its quite nuisance. But the idea, that people were often careless, therefore they oftenly forgot about the light, and thus accident occur. In hope for better tommorow, this thing might able to help people with low conscience.

Other than that, we also does that Tell Me More. Tell Me More, is some flash integrate multimedia software that help you develop on your own language skills. Meaning, you can develop your own language using this software on your own. Yes alone, and easy. But then I found it abit to difficult, hmn.. oh well maybe we do works just because the system says so. We eventually just try and error each of the answer, and get no clear input. And then probably open other people account just to seek answer, and quickly copy it. The only thing that would improve is our type-writting skill and the copy skill, so sadistic.

OKay thats it... people go back home, and do your homeworks. but my home in Sabah is so far from here T_T.

ps jgn baca, yg baca tu apsal hehe

Hati Ku perlu Ketenangan

As of today, life continues... Weeee

Yup, I'm thinking about doing something odds today. I had enough of sleeping, and sleeping and sleeping, plus I had good foods and luxurious time for enjoyment. Thinking deep, I couldn't wonder how things are going to be better or rather normal. My life is just like a mistake, but no more, I must change.

I was watching this anime, I know its kinda a bit to unorthodox and unsaint, but the message it serves are well adapted in our life. The thing is I only watch anime and less reading, thus I keep on getting knowledge from anime instead of book. Anime is kinda cool they got image and audio sensation, though I'm reading the substitle all the time, the true is that the medium is on set of great educational evolutionary method of delivery idea and thoughts.

Quite a few changes occur during my "self reluctant education" period at UMP, sigh, it was hard. I had difficult time catching up things. But thing get a little bit energetic for some reason, I know its hard. The fact that I did learn alot here. Maybe for some reason I begin to understand people, why we get selfish and arrogant. Some more living is not the best thing in life without learning to live. Moreover I found my self helpless and inneed for desperate helps but things always astray well through times and space.

One thing for certain that I can understand the most, about people around us, we are not that much of different, you are a doctor, a teacher, a lecturer, a technician, a comedian, you name it. Whats differ is that our "ATTITUDE". Its tough one, I know this kind of thing back from secondary school, where mdm. Tan's said "tidak apa-apa attitude"(it mean like "so what", if its direct translation it be all like funniest (no what-what attitude?). This kind of attitude that differentiate all of us, atleast thats what I think.

A little bit of things I did today, I had try using google chrome, and I am using it now, theres few failure but yet its still simple and user friendly, that is if you think theres nothing for you would do otherthan surfing the net. Weird, before they had it, they has had promoted mozilla firefox, now they had their own. Oh ya, When did Bill Gates step down? Woah I must be ignorant for not reading or listening to news. p/s I'm busy hehe.

Abit from the news, A mumbai incident, no, Its a massacre. From my own observation, this massacre would provoke hatred and anger toward the muslim. What afraid me more, its not that the Indian muslim would be effected by this although that the Indian muslim had suffered more than ever. Muslim all over the world are been thrown into image of disgrase and terrorism. But if we look even deeper, InsyaAllah someday, we would come into resolution we theres no other option, that time is nearer, more and more terrorism occur, the more closer we to the world's true color. Whatever it is, its just something that I feel might happen or maybe our unseen enemies are doing their own homeworks.

Hati Ku perlu Ketenangan :)