Things have changed....
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i have stabled.
maybe someday, i would asks myself, what were i thinking. get the idea right? hehe
there was things that really puzzle me, when i was able to follow it, but i don't know which and what. weird, do i memorizing only by hearing, or i did memorized it. hmn.
recently, but again, i chatted with a friend, there are some few things, but i were amazed by their thought about me, well i did realized this before, but i don't really take it seriously. hmn.
on of the comment, you are(were) smart, what happens? girls? haha -.-"
you been to ump, taking engineering course, hmn i don't know that is big and brilliant, hmn.
to be honest, even i don't know for sure how smart i was haha -.-"
but sometimes, people are envious over little things you have, so never underestimated the little things you have.
but then, i don't know, what made me changed over this 5 years...
i what to make the idea that my friend had over into reality... i hope i can do something about it...
we were young, we thought a lot about the future and hopes for better tomorrow,
now we are old, we seem alot, but the yesterday hope seem to have gone along it...
can there be a better tomorrow for us?
little did he know... it happens
i wonder if i were there...
hmn nah maybe, there isn't anything i can do.
but i pray for things to be better :)
i hope i won't leave anyone again ^_^
yup i meant anyone,
you can't be so sure, what you are to them :)
so treat anyone equally, ok.
i'm sorry for being insensitive...
yup, the heart still shattered.
nothing much i can do, hmn...
for awhile, i keep my life busy, good thing i'm still able to focus, but then i had no idea whether or not i'm demotivational.
the funny thing happen today as if i don't really care about anything, miss class like it was nothing at all, maybe this happens nearing the end of the semester, thus probably doesn't had anything to do with it.
and yesterday2 even my family had sense something wrong happen to me... hmn, i guess i would just wear some mask like i always do, like a bipolar, acts like nothing happens at all, hahaha and laugh a lots and lots of it hahahahaha -.-" sienz...
can i cry now? hahahahahahaha T_T
well to tells the truth, i'm writing this happily, i hope no one read this hahaha cause by writing it, let my hard free, i know there is some better way, hopeful i got some strength in my qiam, pray for me ^_^
Tidakkah kita bergembira Allah telah berfirman:
(Lazimnya) perempuan-perempuan yang jahat adalah untuk lelaki-lelaki yang jahat, dan lelaki-lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan-perempuan yang jahat dan (sebaliknya) perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki-lelaki yang baik, dan lelaki-lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan- perempuan yang baik. Mereka (yang baik) itu adalah bersih dari (tuduhan buruk) yang dikatakan oleh orang- orang (yang jahat) mereka (yang baik) itu akan beroleh pengampunan (dari Allah) dan pengurniaan yang mulia.
smile, just smile...
I had no idea that I would be so upset, I had no idea that thing would go like this, well atleast, not that I imagine of...
i don't know, i don't know myself, it is so mysterious, that even i couldn't understand, i never had such feeling before, what is this feeling? i don't know, i don't think, i want to know.
but there isn't tears, but some shatter heart...
it's like it was always been a lie and lies.
I guess the truth been revealed, and revealed long before I knew it, it's probably because we like to digs deep, would it before to go ignorant? I had no idea...
but cheers, atleast you can exclude someone in your life, but the memories remain...
smile, be strong, there nothing ever happen in between, so it's never happen...
but I do hope that she's back to her older self but never because of me or anyone else, it's just for herself.
luckily, i still got a friend that understand, i am thankful that i was able to let my heart free by her attention. thank you, i would never forget this, insyaAllah. i hope i will never unfriend you insyaAllah, that's because now i know who... ^_^ insyaAllah only time will tell.
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