meniti ari2 bahagia

Hee ari bahagia?

tiadala.. suke2 je ltk bahagia kat situ.... mcm best hehe

ingin sini diri sy... sape lg kan.. memohon maaf atas sgala khilaf yg berlaku antara kita smua.. namun tak sesekali sy ingin mengungkit citer2 lama yg mbahagiakan idup sy ni hehe.. akhir kata jgn di simpan jarum yg tajam.. simpanla bt menjahit hehe

esok aku start exam

mula2 eng. maths,
pastu selasa aku berehat tnpa exam,
esoknya, ada dynamic.. yg tensen sikit..
kmudiannya, ada electrical tech. hmn.. yg ni aku taktaw la
akhirnya.. ada strength of material.. ni lg la adeii

doakan kejayaan kami! Ya Allah, berikanlah kami ilmu, rezekikanlah kami kefahaman.

k2 sehingga itu sj.. insyaAllah bertemu lg di hari dn waktu yg berbeza2 hehe

ohya.. krisis air ump tak selesai lg.. sj nak letak dlm blog ni.. ntah sape yg tak bt keje ni hehe.. kta yg tak bt keje ke atau sesape yg tak bt keje ni hehe, tak kesah asal smuanya ada inisiatif msng kn, takperlula menuding jari kat dinding, cawan, botol atau pun kucen kat tepi kafe tu hehe.. len kali tambh ar tangki di setiap bilik dn rumah ye hehe

oh air .. air!

Hehe guess what, I'm in love hehehe

mandi tak basah,

makan tak kenyang,

tidur tak lena hehe,

betul2 lah.. aku dah jatuh cinta ni hehe

tapi sebenarnya... mandi tak basah sbb .. tak de air T_T, pastu makan tak kenyang sbb takut takde air utk bersuci heeeee, tidur tak lena sbb dah dkat sgt dah exam isk2 adei..

takpe lah, inila halangan2 menuju jlnMu, biasa la, klu bukan ksusahan, maka itu bukan ujian, ujian idup ini berterusan, smpaila kta pergi bt selama2nya, tapi ada yg melihat mati ni, mati bgtu sjla, bunnal(benar hehe) tapi.. yeke.. bgtu sj? 

aku terpikir td, mcm mana la aku mati, klu subuhnya aku terlewat dsbb kelalaian smlm, bgamana plak, klu aku mati setelah melakukan maksiat tanpa smpat bertaubat, bgaimana plak mati di meja peperiksaan dan tak smpat menunaikan solat, atau mgkn kta lebh cpat menghadirkn diri dgn kuliah sdng solat fardhu itu lbh utama...

khusnul khatimah ka tu?

aik2 pening aku.. kadng2 idup kita ni dunia je lebih.. kata mawi, world! hehehe dynamic tu, dunya tul  hee

apa2 la kan.. kta doakan agar seluruh umat ini mati dalam khusnul khatimah.. mcm mana rasanya rakyat palestin idup tanpa air, elektrik dn mknan... klu kta kat ump ni takde air je mcm dah takleh idup.. aiks entahla.. idup kta terlalu mewah..

terkenangkan kehidupan ini

Hari ni, ada pasar malam hehe, macam mahu pergi, dah rancang ni maw beli nasi ayam hehe, yum2 sedap2 hee laparnya, nak keropok sekali hehe, pastu beli cendol hee.. geramnya, isk2... tapi jauhla pasar malam tu, macam malas plak maw pergi situ hehe, dah la ari tu aku berjalan keluar, semata-mata maw menunggu bas yg akan masuk kedalam juga akhirnya hee sia2 adeii

tapi ptg tu hehe sorg bdk tu, din namanya(bukan nama sebenar hehe) ajak pergi pasar hehe, dapat jgk aku beli keropok pastu nasi ayam dan rasanya tu je kut hehe.. takpe la sedap gak hehe walaupun takde cendol hehe..

malamnya.. maghrib tu kitaorg ada solat hajat perdana.. mmg perdana la hehe.. adeii tahpape la diorg ni.., pastu ada ceramah hmn.. ceramah ni bleh ar tahan hee terasa gak sedikit di hati, pasal jati diri kita, aku tak ingat sgt tapi bnyk bende yg aku terasa tym tu, mgkn aku tak perlu ingat sebenarnya, aku hanya perlu berubah dari sekarang.

mgkn ni la hakikat hidup kan, kita semua akan mati kelak, motivator, kaunselor, raja ismail bin raja sulaiman, kut nama dia, aku dah lupa, merupkan pengerusi rumah anak yatim tungku ampuan fatimah kuantan.

dlm ceramah tuaku terasa sikit pasal surat yang seorg anak yatim anta kat beliau, aku ni, dah ada emak bapa, tapi bt macam bese je, diorg ni takde mak ayah, teringin sgt, aiks.. ntahlah.. mgkn susahkan sbb kita tak merasai ssuatu apa yg diorg rasa. perluka kta ilang sgalanya baru utk menghargai?

yg aku sedey lg seorg anak yatim tu(beliau citer ar), dia pengidap hiv, pastu.. menyerah kerana kecewa, disbb seolah2 dirinya tak dperlukn, mgkn dia agak kurg matang, maklumla dia kecik lg, ntahlah umur 12 gtu kut klu aku tak silap, dkat2 umur tu ar, pastu.. dia pergi,..inna lillah wa inna 'ilayhi raji'un

aku teringat dlu, ustaz hasrizal kut yg citer, tym bengkel dakwah, bagamana sorg pemuda beralih kpd jalan Allah, hanya dgn merasa diri mereka seolah2 disayangi, seolah2 diperlukan, mgkn manusia ni suke akan penghargaan, mungkin inila jln terbaik utk berdakwah, kita tak boleh paksa manusia utk beriman, tu semua hidayah Allah, apa yg penting kita berusaha, semampu mgkn, sekecil mgkn.

oleh tu hargailah org2 disekeliling kita, jangan tinggalkan mereka, mana taw suatu ari nt Allah akan buka pintu ati mereka, insyaAllah.

pastu dia citer pasal, umur, atau mgkn ni citer terdahulu, aku dah tak ingat urutannya, adeii.. tapi yang penting isi yang dia nak sampaikan, begini, kta ambil pita pengukur(klu tu ar nama dia), yg pembaris tapi bukan pembaris, macam kain lurus je hee,

kat situ korg ambik umur korang, macam saya dah 20 thn, pastu ambik umur wafat nabi Muhammad s.a.w. bajet2 60 la,(sumber yg lbh sahih 63), tgk sj.. klu umur kita gtu la, insyaAllah, maka umur sy yg tinggal hanya 40 thn lg, sekejap je tu, mcm dah nak abis dah, pergi bgtu sj, tak perna ada apa2 perubahan besar dlm keidupn ini kn..

aiks.. aku tak dpt tido la, dah dkt subuh dah ni 5.30 pg, bila aku terpikir2 umur ku dah lewat mcm, mash tak nak berubah, mmg rugi la, mgkn pasni aku nak beli tali, boleh dijdikn alat utk mgingat mati, sungguhpun mati ku takpasti hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu. namun, apa tindakan aku seterusnya? ntahlah, betulka idup ku yg sekrng ini? aiks.. tak sedap tido aku ari ni... 

okla tu je kut, nt insyaAllah aku smbng

wallahu'alam bishawwab

idealize

WARNING: Theres quite a numbers of grammartically error somewhere in this posting, your teacher guiden is exclusively needed in this thing. Thank You, everybody cooperation are essential in making of our humble yet bright future, a reality. This is my english works, don't read it for leisure because we need some thought for it. ps aku men2 saja hehe

Its time again, that time of the each semester, where everyone keep on getting busy off something usefull. As for myself, the first and foremost thing, I would do a little bit about blogging. Yup its about blogging. Tell ya, whats a blog? Its a web log.. simplified.. to blog, where the letter "we" been removed. Get some glipse of it? aah, "we", meaning to say blog is all about one self. One individual ideas about something, and just about his own world.. of his own.

Next, I think i would like to speak about blogging and education. What does blogging had to do with education? education is to system of learning.. in my opinion, aah thats right. For me, blogging is one whole idea about express something in words, we are living with sound... our surrounding, got its own unique song... hear it? impossible unless you have your own music composer in your mind.

So it about words and blogging. When we able to put something into words, meaning, we are able to make contact with human, in softer version, interaction. Interaction, is a progress of life, a civilisation stood with interact of other civilisation, and human can't live alone, even for a tiny bit of rice is hard to earn alone, just image for human to live alone, its just impossible. Unless you aren't.

So we need interaction between human, and non-human, and also to our Creator. Interaction could be so cruel, and so tender sometimes, depend to the type of interaction and the individual that involved in that kind of particular interaction. Thus what type of interaction needs for the perfect interaction? one of them, is a.. the capability of one person to stimulate and produce words that can be understood and natural to all other.

A bad interaction, is like an egoist speaking of it own world.. like blogging hehe? just kidding, thats why got some comment space there, you have to comment something, in respond to the posting, but please don't flame and use appropiate language. People won't take insult as way of solution rather way of war.

In our course evaluation, as in UMP, we need blogging, but are concentrate on comment posting as in uhl2322adnan.blogspot.com, aah i think that the right blogging site, we were posting some comment about something we do in classes. Well, pretty much everything should be blogging, I mean commenting, because its just too much posting to do.

Wait, the class is over already, and yet I haven't done any thing, I done some, but its not enough, perhap I should seek out other student posting from the other section, aah that right, maybe some from wikipedia, and some from blogs everywhere in the world.

But thats too kewl, why should I do that? should blogging be so authentic? Its my own writting, I can write everything I want, but please, we human live in community, learn to respect with other, and think of other as their own shoes.

Thats just it, what should comment next? Theres still to many blogging yet to be done, and could give my mind to it. For 24 posting in a semester? and I have about a day to finish it all, should I just give up my principle to copy this thing out of somewhere, that I had no idea at all? erghh.. that main point, perhap we should go back to basic... BRAIN STORMING.

Yup, brain storming, know about it? Its something what people do in group, and people just burst everything in their head.. and then some guy or girl if you would, write everything they burst, then we start to think each of it, every one idea become everybody main subject of approval and rejection.

As for idea of essay and comment (or you can say its blogging), brain storming can become handy sometimes, but when it is alone, then its just one man idea, and his own struggle for out of confusion. What a terrible fate waits for him.

In idea of blogging, one can only find it quite spontaneous, without much difficulty, aah because blogging is something we do during leisure, but perhap maybe some hardcore-blogger, they were busy making it into revenue, perhap for living. But we are technical student and soon to be technical engineer, everything should be just technical, in word and the world of our own.

Technical engineer, what's that? I had no idea, perhap when we see thing, around us, can suddenly see its bending moment, motion of inertia, or perhap it point of failure, not just that, but with certain value of accuracy. Isn't that too cool. A world class engineer, world class integrity workmanship, but in the end we would eventually end up being a worker of those with slum of money.

As for engineer, getting money about 30k is something usual, for some odd engineer, but the company acctually gain more that just we earn, so thinking back should we be just some engineer that thinking about money, and living happily? Oh yeah, I forgot, that some value, acctually not really something we can really use, because our life is mostly use for working, and so tiny little time for our selves, and perhap our family and so-on.

So more money but less time, our life is just something about that, so living is about make money, living leisure? What is perfect life then? if that aren't? On one second, I don't think, I be doing this thing... stop, I need some topic for my comment posting not, this topic.

Ok2 lets start, about what we do in technical english, ... hmn i can barely remember. maybe theres some about food? is it? no, thats the point, the type of education always something that student had no idea, perhap they don't even care about it, our knowledge are'nt beyond that, we couldn't even understand the thing we do sometimes, but we do it, because of credits, pointer, certificates, and so on.

bytheway, Perhap theres still something I could use. In english recently we were making some project, what is it, hmn its about light that can automatically turn on in dark, well its quite old, but I don't think theres such a thing in the market today, I mean do they have such system in car? No because its probably annoying, if they ever one to switch on the light, they would probably do their own, but then this thing on automatically, maybe its quite nuisance. But the idea, that people were often careless, therefore they oftenly forgot about the light, and thus accident occur. In hope for better tommorow, this thing might able to help people with low conscience.

Other than that, we also does that Tell Me More. Tell Me More, is some flash integrate multimedia software that help you develop on your own language skills. Meaning, you can develop your own language using this software on your own. Yes alone, and easy. But then I found it abit to difficult, hmn.. oh well maybe we do works just because the system says so. We eventually just try and error each of the answer, and get no clear input. And then probably open other people account just to seek answer, and quickly copy it. The only thing that would improve is our type-writting skill and the copy skill, so sadistic.

OKay thats it... people go back home, and do your homeworks. but my home in Sabah is so far from here T_T.

ps jgn baca, yg baca tu apsal hehe

Tagged: layan kerenah anin hehe

hehe oleh disebbkn anin telah mengetagged org hehe .. elok rasanya kita melayan anin hehe men2 je

1. Go to your photos folder in your computer.
2. Go to the 9th folder of photos.
3. Go to the 9th picture in that folder.
4. Put the picture on your blog and description of it.
5. Invite six friends to join the challenge.
6. Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

mula .. disbbkn sy kes special hehe.. maafkn sy sbb tak mnyimpn gmbr bnyk2 dlm laptp ni hehe... tak best la amik2 gmbr2 ni hehehe men2 je

aku skip no 1,2,3, 5 hehe aku mlas kacau org hehe adeii, 6 hmn same la tu

hee tu cebisan gmbr private aku d fs.. hee anin yg suh aku ltk mana2 gmbr fs isk2 sbb ade gmbr sorg kwn kat sblah tu.. olh terpaksa di edit hehe

tu kat bilik member, last sem hehe, aku duk menatap sikit kat bilik member.. aku blur la duk bilik sndiri.. bnyk aku blajar..yeke? hehe adeii

aku study pe tu? hmn engineering material... kejuruteraan materia hee kut? hee aah rasanya la hee.. aku dah lupa isk2.. mana pergi keberkatan T_T

nak tulis pe lg? hee

taktawla isk2

ok2 enam nama terbaek hehe.. hee smua mcm sibuk je aku tulis jela kn hehe

1.iz .. hmn ni mmg dah tak update blog isk2
2.aimi.. ni mcm sibuk isk2
3.lan.. hee ni jarang2 msuk blog aku
4.ainul.. hee ni bz exam
5.shina.. ni bz gak.. mcm taw2 plak
6.aikh... hee sape nak? hee

ps aku tgh pening dgn strain rosette ni -___-" ape ni adeii wajib ke? adeii nmpknya bdk2 mechy ni suke bt bende2 pelik la adeii..
pss baik aku ambik bio je dri dlu..
psss aku nak kawen haha adeii men2 je
pssss aku rindu kampung ku hee aku nak balik... tapi balik kita kelak ke kampung halaman jgk..
psssss so many "ps"s mean my posting its not properly in order -__-"

Dia Milik ku?

dia milik ku ka? betulka aku memilikinya? isk2 ape ni isk2 tak kawen lg dah maw memiliki adei hehe, post ni timbul sbb kekecewa sesorg yg terlepas mjdi tunang org hahaha adeii men2 ja takde kene mengene pun.

aku rasa amat terkjut, klu ada org yg mengata "awek" dia tu mcm dia punya sungguhpun dia belum kawen pun dgn dia, aikh hairan aku manusia ni, tak sedar diri btl, tapi bkn tu yg aku nak citer.

betulkah, dia milik mu? ko punye ke tu? mcm ppuan tu barang berharga dia plak, senang2 je ckp mcm tu, dgn kata lain dia telah merendah martabat ppuan itu sendiri. aiks adui bkn ni aku nak citer, emosi menguasai diri aku lg T_T

apa yg aku terbayang dlm otak ketika ni, betulka kita memiliki sesorg hanya dgn berkapel, hanya dgn berkawen, hanya dgn beranak?, ketika nyawanya di hujung sakaratul maut, adakah kita memilikinya? benarkah?

siapa memiliki sape sebenarnya? dia milik kita? anak tu milik kita ke? sbb benih kita ka? awek tu, kita punya ke(kita? ko ja haha), sbb dia relakan dirinya terhadap ko? kucing tu ko punya ke, sbb dia suka cari mkn ngan ko haha? atau pun istri kita tu kita punya, sbb ko dah kawen dgnnya?

kita sbnarnya tidk memilik siapa2 ketika itu, sdng diri kita pun hanyalah pinjaman smata-mata, mati kita hanya ada Allah, insyaAllah.

oleh itu sedar2 la sikit siapa kita ni, jgn la duk bangga sgt dpt 4flat ke, dpt awek cun ke, dpt duit bnyk ke, dpt pangkat tnggi ke, dpt jd PM ke hehe, entah apa lg, tu semua bkn ko punya.

berpisahnya kita kelak dgn kematian... hmn aik ntahlah bgtu bnyk kematian yg ku rasai sjak akhir2ni kn, namun aku rasa mcm aku gagal utk mnginsafi diri dgn kematian ini, kenapa ya, ego ku terlalu tggi ka?

dlu sorg bdk ump, meninggal dunia kat dpn ump aksiden, tapi kta taknak sdar bahawa matinya kita itu tak kira usia dn masa,

cuba kita renung2kn diri ini, bajet2 skrg ni klu aku pergi dlu syurga ke neraka?

klu kata tak cukup amal bila nak start beramal? tggu tua? tak sdar ka ada org da mati muda2 lg kat dpn ump tu, nenek aku dah tua, ujian org tua2 ni bnyk, Allah bg peluang kat diorg ni, dgn penyakit2 tu Allah kurgkan dosa2 insyaAllah, tapi kita ni yakin ka kita mati tua kelak.. klu tak? aku taknak lah mendoakan agar ko mati tak smpat taubat, tapi Allah dah beri amaran dpn2 kita... adeii

sura sajadah ayat 12..